reflection

I'm supposed to be doing my reflective writing for my PGCE course but am taking the time to write down some of what has happened recently to try to get my head around it.
My mum had a stroke on 12.10.08. at first we though it was a hypo as she was unwell but not incapacitated and being stubborn as she is would not see a Dr. the next day although I went out to K&S show as planned it was not the same and I worried about her and then in the afternoon found out she had a stroke and was in K&C hospital . A worrying week followed, then she got even worse and I feared we would lose her. now, 3 weeks later she is still in hospital, still unable to talk properly or move her right side but has made some improvement. We don't know if she will recover fully or not. I am continuing with my course but it is hard and this has made it harder but for now I will carry on as best I can and we had settled into a strange routing , with the week broken up with visitis to see her. Nan has taken it very hard and the practical implications mean we needed to find a child minder, I hope that works out. and now I am going to attempt some work, about 5 hours later starting than I should be.!